| I know new site again.. But I cant help it honestly. I need to start over. Start fresh and start clean. I probably will lose a lot of your support but I hope you add and comment my new page. Its not really a new and improved page but it is definitely a new page. So add ladiessss
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| Ladies I am feeling a lot better than the last time I posted. I hope I didnt lose a lot of my support but if I did that is my fault. I am a big girl I can handle it. Damnn. My weight is EVERYWHERE. I went down to a size 6. It was snug and tight but after one wear it would have fit just right. At the moment I am a size 8 but that is getting tight because all I seem to be doing is eating. So, that means starting tomorrow I have a plan :) Back to ana lalalal do da do daaa back to ana lalala i cannot wait :D
So yeah. Getting back into ana with a bang. Instead of three meals. I eat when I am dying of hunger. I am going to try and not revolve my friend time around the cafe even though I usually only get a drink. Those drinks have mad calories in them. Jello and pudding and soup is going to be the norm. Plus I have some small fatty snacks I can have a bite of so I dont go on a mad binging craze. Idk. I guess put my calorie limit everyday to 300. That way I know I wont be going way over and wont be a fat ass by halloween.
Horrible part is I cant exercise. I am NOT allowed. My doctor will not let me. So that means no swimming, no gym, no running, no lacrosse, no nothing. All I do is sit and stare at the computer. Ive been doing a lot more walking to my classes and staying on campus trying to catch up on the weeks and weeks of work that I missed. I know..sad face tear tear. But yeah anyone have any idea what else I can be doing so that my doctor wont yell and I wont fuck up my spleen!?
Stay Strong
Starve On
Feel Beautiful
xoxo Nicolette
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| hello ladies. Sorry I havnt posted in what seems to be like a month. I have been kind of ill. Yes, with mono :( I mean I have dropped two pant sizes in the past week but its really not worth all the tiredness and restlessness at night. All the stupid congestion and sore throat and pain in my side. Bed rest is lame and I hate you. You guys who had mono before know!! Sooo what to say. Uhmm. I stopped taking hydroxicut until I am off the perscription because I dont know how it will make my body react but for the good news. I went to american eagle yesterday and bought size 8 skinny jeans and they fit perfectly. Literally. That is miracle since I havnt fit in size 8 at ae for almost 6 years. Might have been exactly six years. Not much more to say. Kevin and I are good. Im flirthing a lot more with other guys so Kevin is starting to realize that I dont need him as much as I thought which is making him work that much harder which is fucking awesome. I needed that a lot. Uhmm so some thinspo. Not much.. I want to fall asleep.. xoxo nicolette 
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| Good afternoon my ladies :) How is everyone doing today. I have a few announcements. First off. The fast is going great!! Im not even hungry and i am about to go to the gym and work out. Hollaaaa. Secondly. I need tips on how to make a guy love/miss me. I text him a lot. Should I just stop texting him first and what about myspace. Should I leave comments or no? This is hard. I want him to fal back inlove with me but I want to do it sneaky because he hates when I am annoying and also when I force shit. Thirdly. I am hella pumped to let you guys know that I am losing weight. I started taking hydroxycut and its working even though I have been eating like a fat ass. Well. That is no more. Fast fast fastttt :) The only calories I expect to have are ones from the alcohol I will be drinking on Friday and Saturday. Luckily, I dance the calories off and then some because I get drunk off of like three shots when I dont eat. Got to love it :) Nooo orange soda for me either because it stains my teeth and stains my lips and then all my pictures make me look like a fucking retardddd. Yupppp.
Ladies. I am happy to be back. I hope I didnt let a lot of you down by not being on. Not commenting back. Not messaging back, ect. I feel awful as usual but I am going to try to get better at is. Ohh alsooo! Any time I need to vent about the boy its going to be on here. I want to be constantly happy for him so if Im sad or upset its going to be written on here. Trust me. I will make it obvious its going to be a rant because i will label in HUGE ass letter. Mkayyy. Ill do thinspo a little later. I REALLY want to get to the gym/tanning. Love you ladiesss
xoxo Nicolette
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| Soo I wanted to delete all my posts and start over because I know for a fact that I wouldnt get any adds from friends on a whole new xanga. You ladies are my friends. I need you. So, during my absence I leanred a lot about myself and the way that I ned to start treating myself. Starting tomorrow I am going to change. I promise myself that I will lose weight every week. If I dont lose weight I promise to punish myself a good and sturn punishment. I promise myself that I wont eat unless it is absolutely vital as in I feel like I am going to pass out or I cant concentrate in school. I promise myself that I will do whatever it takes to become a perfect person on the inside and out. I promise myself that I will not cry over boys and that boys are a dime a dozen and if and only if i lose kevin I wont be heratbroken because there are other fishies in the deep blue sea. I promise to be perfect for kevin. Not just for me and for my friends. I promise i will be 120 by christmas. Love Nicolette  |
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